this post isn't about anything in particular i just needed something to do i guess..ive been pushed to my limits lately with stress & its taking a toll on me..ive never had a normal sleep pattern & during stressful times it can go haywire & the last few weeks have been super stressful ..im becoming paranoid & it feels like as soon as i close my eyes something is right in my face & it causes me to open my eyes & check..this will go on anywhere from an hour to first light ..literally i ll watch the sun come up & that shortens my already short temper even more..on the rare occasions i go out i look at people & it seems like everyone is either tired or sad ..it seems like thats how someone/thing wants it ..just day after day of misery ..a friend pointed out how my life has been on a very slow decline for 5 years now..things just gradually get worse..nothing over the top like losing 4 members of your family in an accident but things like my injury & the daily pain ..then tickets my sister racked up in my car & house repairs & court cases that are open & close defying logic & going against me etc.......i love my family but to be honest if i had an off switch id hit it today ..
There was a poll taken in a handful of foreign countries..some our friends & some not but the overwhelming consensus was the biggest threat to world peace is the U.S. this is a diabolical country that was established by Christians but sometime between WWI & WWII decided to go over to the dark side & barely hides it from you..lets go over some things that you probably didn't know but should....* The man who wrote the Military Chaplains handbook is a Satanist..out in the open Satanist Colonel Michael Aquino so when someone is attending a military church service or being read their last rites it comes from a Satanist ..*lets stick with him for a second..an entire base was shut down because he & other officers were named as having ritualistic sex with daycare kids & infecting them with various STDs up to & including HIV read about some of it here
The U.S. rebranded Al Qaeda ISIS & started arming them despite YOU & I saying NO! ..think back a couple of years when they tried to force a vote on arming "Free Syrians" & the military & public said we refuse to help terrorist..things were quiet for a while & then boom here comes ISIS a more violent offshoot of Al Qaeda & sadly a lot of you fell for the switch a roo ..sad very very sad ......Lincoln didn't want to free the slaves & only did so to weaken the south going as far as shipping some back to Africa which is where the country of Liberia came from..they even copied the Stars & Stripes as their country flag ....Republicans (Lincoln's party) fought for an end to slavery & equal rights..now this continued up until the 60s & that's where you get the term Dixiecrat ..Democrats who hated & many still do quietly hate black people..which is why Malcolm X said "if you negroes vote Democrat you're chumps." .....The U.S. signed another real treaty after World War 2 at the Presidio in San Francisco September 8, 1951..this is the treaty preventing the U.S. from ever declaring war again & forces the U.S. to defend Japan against it's enemies..that explains a lot right...seems like maybe the U.S. lost ..ok now go study what I've given you & just know your Government hates you..the 1% hates you & wishes in the case of Prince Phillip could "come back as a virus" & thin the herd so to speak ..
i saw a post going around bashing black men for "clowning" black women..saying that "no other ethnic group clowns their women the way black men do" ......now before i get started i do fully understand that this does not apply to all black women..you can't make any blanket statements about sex, ethnic group etc. because everyone is different BUT this will cover a large & growing group of people .black women ........& off we go..the biggest problem to black women & i mean just barely IS themselves..heres how i see the problems of black women braking down as so..#1.at 42% THEMSELVES ..#2. at 40% BLACK MEN ..#3. at 18% THIS IS A MANS WORLD (sadly) ....with the help of black men the world has succeeded in marginalizing black women & turning them into an iill tempered, loud, walking fashion faux pas, caricature that can barely speak english. For a foreigner coming here & watching t.v. they would be struck by a few glaring issues with african americans ..1. most black men are gay ..2. of the few straight black men available they can have their pick of black women 3. black women let black men do whatever they want .. 4. the men & the women are all ultra violent 5. the only blacks doing well are actors or athletes 6. black women are really tacky & belligerent. ...women of all races openly call each other bitches as a term of endearment now..it seems that women now answer to what male society has been calling strong women for years.. i have heard being a black female is like receiving a double whammy at birth & i agree but you have to help yourselves.. heres some STOP IT advice for you.. *wearing clothes that don't fit *violence is not the answer to every question * calling yourself & other females bitches constantly *putting jailbirds first..before you kids, job or family *thinking that you're sad or not complete if you're single *if a guy cheats on you he doesn't respect you period. *if you're the side chick he doesn't respect you either..*hes not going to leave his wife ..*being loud does not equal being strong ..*being 100lbs overweight is not "thick" it's fat..if you have a group of chubby chasers then rock on BUT don't fool yourself into thinking you have curves..a mountain has curves too..remember that....*stop hiding behind all the makeup & caked up fake hair, the object is to fool people into thinking its real..if you rip it out of the bag & just glue it up there..well you've strayed into clown territory once again .... if you could element 42% of your issues why wouldn't you? pile out of the clown car & exit the big tent stage right..& don't look back!!
i am paraphrasing these questions because i can ....."im 25 & thinking about joining the army since the job market is so bad right now, advice?" .. hell no do NOT do it!! this country is wearing a black hat right now & instead of killing innocent people in foreign lands you may be called upon to kill innocent people in this country..dont do it..put in to be a manager at applebees or something ..youll make a lot more money..youll get to seduce drunks at the bar at closing time & you wont have to kill a family just because.. "i have been single for almost three months now & i cant get over my ex boyfriend..it still hurts like day one & im becoming obsessed i think." it sucks i know but youve made it 3 months you can make it 3 more..what you need to think about is if you give into your obsessions & wild thoughts where will you end up? ..in jail or worse ..you guys broke up for a reason & stayed apart for a reason ..twisted thought but take solace in this . around the world today thousands of people have caught their partner cheating or been caught themselves or have been dumped..youre not alone in your misery but it will pass unless youre mental like me..in that case you should seek counseling ..seriously
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